Getting too mucch

THis is getting too much.

I am just not sure how I am going to get through this.

The lows are just too much at times.

It feels ridiculous typing this stuff down. I''m not sure what I even do this for. It just feels like I am allowing myself to wallow in this stuff.

Yes, I know tomorrow is another day....one foot in front of the other.

M.

Hi Moona,
We are all here to support each other. Keep posting.
I know it''s coming , the time she is leaving. Just talk to us whe you can.
You and your children are the most important now. You have been strong
Just keep going, I wish you luck and we are all beside you.

Annie

Thanks, I feel a bit better now.

I was just incredible down earlier. Just unbelievable waves of emotion.

I know I should go easy on myself but I felt I just had to post something to you great people on wiki and then I beat myself up as it felt slighlty self-indulgent.

Don''t know why I felt that way.

Not long to go now.

M.

They say that people who are lost at sea or in the desert stop fighting to survive just as they see their rescuers arrive.

Don''t stop fighting yet! It''s going to be easier and different once she has gone. Just a few days more and you can start to heal.

HI Moona

Just checking how you are doing there . Shoulder to shoulder eh . Must be nearer the time now my friend .
Thinking of you and keep posting , walking and talking . Testing time for you right now. I and wiki mates all here for you .
I balled my eyes out when ex left . Well , pain has to come out somehow eh .

How''s the guitar coming along . You been to any open mike nights .

Best

All will be well Moona

It is what it is , try to accept that this is how it is for now . Not going to always be like this for you . It''s going to be great . You never know what awaits you around the corner .

D

Hi Moona,

My wife left 11 weeks ago. Like you the waves of emotion were incredible. Like nothin I ever experienced. I was In utter sheer panic and shock. I thought of nothing else for the whole time for 9 weeks.

It was so painful and I was devastated.

I could not focus on anything and broke down in tears everywhere and anywhere.

I talked to anyone who would listen and still am to some degree.

However even 11 weeks in it has relented a bit. It is weird one day the desperation just lifted. I am still very sad and frustrated but.. The utter panic has lifted and at least once a day I smile. There is no real advice other than to recognise these things. Don''t do anything silly and it will ease.


Best of luck.

Moona, as we all know your stbx is due to leave.
So we are here to listen , we are thinking of you.
Yes you will go through every emotion. But you will get to feel better as each week goes by. , I feel better after four months, yes I get sad at times, yes I cry at times, but nothing like I did.
Just keep posting.