Worst rollercoaster ride ever!!!

Hi Sun

You know that's soo true! I have been through a living hell over the last 2 years and can almost see a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel...

Emotions come and go, one day up next day in despair just reading this post made me want to cry.

Stress I think is the worst factor I can't even brush my teeth without wanting to gag & be sick & most mornings am, I've lost 2 jean sizes, which my best friends says although not the ideal way to lose weight I have to think of how fabulous I'll look at Xmas. )

Will hopefully (fingers crossed, touch wood & all that) be all over by Xmas & my daughter & I will be in our new house together & I can finally move on with my life or should I say finally get a life!

hey guys, just checking in.
I would've done sooner but I have just had the best three days for some time (with the exception of today which was a bit so and so). It was good to tune out for a bit and not dwell on the things that seem to have consumed my thoughts for the last 8 weeks so I guess I kind of avoided this place!
I'd like to thank you all for your comments and well wishes. It really helps to have people on your side, I only wished i'd posted earlier!
Like I have mentioned I'm going to start blogging, i think i need to have some sort of record of how good i've felt and how i got there because i know from past experiences i'm bound to hit a low anytime soon.

@shyblonde I know what you're saying about the attention thing. I know my partner is not the same person, she has a friend she calls her "mum" and says she loves her more than her natural mother! These people are the ones she has taken advice from, she's admitted it to me. It's so frustrating, she's really not thinking straight and all I can put it down to is the endorphin rush she gets from the attention of these people.