iam.....

i am.....
lonely
alone
secure
unsecure
vilified
and yet victim
by those who percieve me
my sins are many
loving those who should not be loved
but were
as husbands are
stripping away
sense common and any other sort, emotional and spritial for the physical unity of marraige
short, painful, intense , passionate, the one and only, befeft
lonely
i am
blessed
four children
angels and annoying in balancing acts of glee
trying and failing
and moving and falling
into the sand beneath thee
i am
quickened and sinking
up to my neck
or my ankles depening on which way you look
for you cast your line
of silk long and fine
and caught me upon loves finest hook

let me go
let her go
come to me PLEEASe
yet dont
for my heart
cant break

into any more peices
than the great big shard
of gliestning insight into the world of grief

god it hurts
it heals
and hammers
this heart of mine so poor
yet so rich in feeling
in depth it is reeling
please
help me swim some more

fantastic! sums it up so well and so beautifully written well done! Get it published as a mantra xxxxxxx