i cant believe im doing this

i am so tired of biting my tongue for being put down all the time our best man hit the nail rite on the head at our wedding chalk n cheese family. i dont want a hand up my backside for the rest of my life spoke when spoken too.

anthea

You are talking to friends now, how can we help you love.
What is wrong, you sound really upset.

zara

Ok Anthea, that makes sense now, have you tried talking and counselling, does your husband realise how he makes you feel, do you love him ? you have a lot to consider and it will not be easy whatever you decide , good luck , keep your strength up, you have 2 lovely kids to help you to be brave enough to deal with a horrendous situation

i havent slept 4 2 nites my kids are with my aunty i just want to go owtside and scream sum one give me a big cuddle and tell me everythin is going to be okay

Where is your husband ? why are the kids not with you ? i can cuddle you and everything will be ok ......... eventually, but there will be some tough days on the way ,take care

Yes anthea we can all relate to your feelings.

The emptiness, you think that no-one cares.

Have a huge wiki hug from us (((anthea)))))

I know it wont help you much now.

Try and get back into the normalility of life. We WILL help you.
Anthea, love, it will be ok. You have lots to go through yet. Lots of heartache, We would be lying if we told you any different.
Yes, it is hard. But please dont be on your own. There are usually many on here 24/7.

You can be totally honest how you feel, as there are many on here that will tell you they felt the same. They are slowly working their way through the fog.

Anthea. Dont give up. Keep strong. You have lots of friends now.

zara

Hallo I'm so sorry you are going through such a difficult time. I felt terrible last year but am much happier now. You can be too.