What did it all mean?

Hi again allgone,

Thank you for your reply. I know what you mean, a kind of guilt that you are benefiting from the support of people on here as they know how you are feeling as they all feeling it too. Being part of a wonderful understanding community that none of us wish to be part of is kind of strange.

I would have hoped that my husband and I could have talked. He still is too spineless to discuss where it all went wrong and just tells me whats the point it wont change anything and I need to get on with my life and let go and divorce him. This is of course true, I dont need his patronising statement of fact to realise this. It just is so very difficult to do. I suppose its that old adage .. time is a great healer.

There will be times where out of nowhere you just want to cry. I still get the odd time this happens but they are becoming more infrequent. I am on a bit of an anger stage at the moment it’s all very crazy. I try and remember what I used to think about because like you are experiencing it’s a constant train of memories and ‘what ifs’ chugging through my mind. Spending too much time on my own drives me crazy . Unfortunately the majority of my so called friends seem to have given both of us a wide birth. So when am feeling down Il come on here. Reading others posts just gives me a reality check that I should pull myself together, Im not alone, my thoughts emotions etc etc are all quite normal so im not going crazy. It really is an immense support. I also wander into chat from time to time even if its just to watch the conversation I find that really helps too it can be a very welcoming distraction. There are great people in chat and as well as having supportive conversations you can have a ball, I had a fab night in there last night a real pick me up. I was dreading having nowhere to go on a Friday night. Of course ive always got somewhere to go, am here, and now uv joined wiki you’ll always have a place to go too.

Take care hunnie
nic

Just for you Waso...one wiki theme tune

Just for you Waso...one wiki theme tune

...cheers amanda thats just put a huge smile on my face

thanks hun
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